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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/F
  Fandom:
      Steven_Universe_(Cartoon), Pearlnet_-_Fandom
  Relationship:
      Garnet/Pearl_(Steven_Universe), Amethyst/Pearl_(Steven_Universe)
  Character:
      Yellow_Diamond_(Steven_Universe), Pearl_(Steven_Universe), Amethyst_
      (Steven_Universe), Peridot_(Steven_Universe), Rose_Quartz_(Steven
      Universe)
  Additional Tags:
      School, Graduation, celebration, later_on_there_will_be_rape, garnet_is_a
      bad_cop_in_this, Work, Depression, Self_Harm, Stalking, no_one_believes
      pearl, Nightmares, Running_away_from_home, Abuse, Abuse_of_Authority,
      Swearing, Post-Traumatic_Stress_Disorder_-_PTSD, Flashbacks, Suicidal
      Thoughts, Suicide_Attempt
  Stats:
      Published: 2018-01-13 Chapters: 4/? Words: 2893
****** Blood And Tears ******
by SuperEvilBunneh
Summary
     Pearl just graduated and was ready to go out into the world. Little
     did she know her world was going to get dark.
Notes
See the end of the work for notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
It was a rough semester for Pearl.She was in the 12th grade.
Pearl was currently hanging out with her friend Amethyst in the lunchroom.Pearl
and Amethyst have been friends since the sixth grade and have been inseparable
ever since. Pearl was finishing up her homework while eating her tuna sandwich,
She was worried about not having good enough grades to graduate and go to
college. Amethyst, on the other hand, was stuffing her face with chips she
brought for lunch and was watching videos on her phone from Video Dump. ”Hey P,
come relax and watch a few of these funny videos you'll love them," Amethyst
said leaning on the lunch table.
" Not now Amethyst I have to finish this math homework, I have to get good
grades. What would my parents think if they saw my grades drop? Well, I am not
going to find out." Said Pearl who stopped finding the answer to one question
and took a drink from her water bottle before getting back to work. "Suit
yourself," said Amethyst shrugging her shoulders as she watched another video.
After awhile Pearl was about done her homework, pearl looked up and saw the
popular kids hanging out with Amethyst watching videos
Peridot, Lapis, and Rose to be exact. The lunch bell rang telling everyone to
get to class before principle Yellow Dimond throws you into detention.
 
The rest of the semester went smoothly Pearl kept her grades up and homework is
done, she finished her grade papers. Now it was the night of the big prom,
Pearl decided to go stag. Amethyst also decided to go stag so both friends
danced together getting some disapproving looks, but both friends didn't care
they danced the night away.That was until Pearls dress unhooked from her neck
and landed on the floor just as the photographer took a photo of her and
Amethyst.
Pearl ran into the bathroom and cried not any of the teachers could calm her
down so she went home early.
After the prom a few days later the grads were sitting in their seats, in the
unbearably hot arena waiting for their names to be called.
As soon as you are called you walk up to the stage and grab your graduation
certificate then hand your candle to your candle bearer to "pass on knowledge.”
Pearl chose her younger sister and Amethyst chose some random kid she paid to
do this. After everyone was called up and got their certificates and Candles
were passed.Ms. Yellow Dimond said, ”And that's the class of 2009." Then went
sat down. Parents took photos of their young adults all graduated Pearl
couldn't wait for this to be over.
After Grad ceremony, Pearl and Amethyst went to the dry grad party at the
school. They couldn't wait to see what this years theme was Alien vs Predator.
Pearl and Amethyst tried Beer goggle tricycle races, Pearl ended up hitting her
face into the lockers Amethyst laughed and sped down the track in the halls
without getting hurt. Pearl was a little sad she lost but was happy to kick
Amethyst butt at the sticky wall she got the highest.
They did all the fun games the teachers set up including the ”lame" carnival
games. The night rolled on after eating and talking to the others it was time
to go home. They picked up their gifts and gave a final farewell before going
separate ways little did Pearl know her life was going to change and not for
the better.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     Pearl closes the store and walks home little does she know she is
     being followed.
Chapter Notes
     Warning has a rape scene this chapter.
     Just a warning..
     Also I edited this chapter a bit I noticed left out a section.
     *facepalm*
After a few months later Pearl got a job at Groceries R Us, Pearl was a grocery
stocker. She was one of the stores best employees she put products in proper
symmetrical order, she was currently working on stocking the milk. When a
someone tapped on her shoulder, she turned around to see a tall muscular sepia-
skinned figure in a police uniform staring at her. ”Hello." said the officer
”h-hello,” said Pearl all of a sudden blushing and feeling self-conscious. She
wanted to ask " how can I help you?" but her coworkers Lars and Sadie called
out " Hey Pearl can you come to the back for a minute." Pearl then told the
tall figure "Uh...I got to go," and she ran to the back. The tall muscular
woman in the uniform watched her go to the back planning out an idea in her
head.
 
Pearl was finished her shift and was walking home, she made sure the store
doors were locked and the alarms were on. It was a bit of a chilly summer night
the stars were out lighting Pearl's way. Pearl was preoccupied with listening
to her mp3 player and kicking random rocks with her foot down the empty
sidewalk. To notice a tall muscular figure following her from a distance on her
way home.
Pearls mum made her a delicious dinner of Spaghetti and meatballs, Pearl rarely
ate but her mum put a lot of hard work into making dinner so she decided to
have a little bit.
Pearl talked with her mum for a while they talked about how she felt angry that
her real parents abandoned her. But was really thankful her current mum to take
her in. Pearl decided it would be wise to have a nice cool shower before
heading to bed, after a cool shower and brushing her teeth Pearl went to her
room to draw until she falls asleep.
It was the middle of the night Pearl awoken up to the sound of her door opening
she heard footsteps. She was still half asleep she turned over and looked at
the figure and mumbled ”mum?". The figure grabbed her pinned her to the bed
hands were stuck above her head in one hand and the other was ripping off
Pearl's pajama bottoms. Pearl tried to scream for help but the weight of her
attacker squeezed the air out of her lungs. She got pepper sprayed in the eyes
for trying to scream. Pearls eyes burned from the pepper spray but also from
the unwanted kisses on her neck, her boobs were groped by her attacker's
another hand, she felt a knee go to her crotch. Her attacker nibbled at Pearl's
lips trying to stick her tongue into Pearl's mouth to amp up the kiss. Soon her
arms were handcuffed behind her back.
She didn't want this at all Pearl was crying her body was betraying her she was
so wet from her attacker's ministrations. All of a sudden she felt two fingers
enter her she tried to scream but ended up getting slapped. ”Shhhh!" The
attacker said as she enjoyed the sight in front of her. She quickened her pace
making Pearl squirm she was so close to orgasm she lost it when her attacker
started rubbing her clit with her thumb. Her attacker was also pleasuring
herself at the same time, it made Pearl sick they she lost her virginity at 18
a few months after graduating. She tried to yell for help but got a rolled up
t-shirt shoved in her mouth, her attacker then took off her uniform pants and
boxers she moved over Pearl's head quickly removed the shirt and shoved her
face into her crotch. Pearl could barely breathe but decided it was a good idea
not to fight anymore she lightly sucked her attacker's clit and a slight tease
to her opening causing her hips to buck into her face. After her attacker was
pleasured she whispered into Pearls ear harshly " If you tell anyone about this
you will be punished." Unhand cuffed Park and left through a window, Pearl was
laying in bed sobbing at what just happened.
Pearl got no sleep that night.
***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Summary
     Pearl is in for some more suffering and no one believes her. She runs
     into someone she wishes she didn't.
Chapter Notes
     Warning Rape, violence and abuse this chapter be warned.
The next morning was Pearl's day off, she was in the shower scrubbing her body
until it was red and raw. The memory still playing fresh in her mind over and
over again Pearl let out a sob. Why her? Why did she have to get raped?
She finished her shower and went to get changed in her room.
She changed into her favorite light blue t-shirt and orange jeans that matched
her reddish blond hair,
She just couldn't move or think just cry. Her mum walked in " whats wrong
dear?" Her mum asked looking worried. Pearl was unsure if she should say
something or not but decided to tell her mum. "Last night a muscular woman
broke into our house and she raped me...!" Pearl sobbed, her mum looked at her
then the bed and said: " it was probably just a bad dream." As her mum put her
laundry away and left.
A bad dream! Pearl thought she couldn't believe her mother didn't believe her.
She looked at the bed and left her room she needed to get away from here. So
she went and did more laundry then went to hang out at the park.
Pearl decided to phone the police to get her attacker behind bars the police
station sent an officer to Pearls location which was the park. Pearl was so
scared when she saw the officer she sent. Tall muscular sepia skin she saw her
name on her uniform " Officer Garnet". "I got sent out on a 261 call, though I
told you not to tell anyone!." The officer snarled Pushing Pearl to the ground
with all her strength handcuffing her hands to her back. " you have the right
to remain silent anything you say will be used against you." Garnet snarled
helping Pearl up and dragging her to the back of her police car. Pearl tried to
scream but she was terrified and when the sound did come out Garnet pulled out
her taser and struck Pearl. Pearl never felt so much electricity flow through
her she was on the ground convulsing, " dare to try that again?" Officer Garnet
hissed.
She brought her back up to her feet and threw her into the back of her police
cruiser. There was no one around this parking lot since they built a fancier
one on the other side of the park, so they were the only ones using this
abandoned area. Garnet got into the back with Pearl she grabbed her head
forcing her to look at her as she began kissing her, She then ran her hands
down Pearls sides as she bites at Pearls lower lip. Pearl is scared shitless
she tries to pull her head away but the seat was right there holding her in
place. Soon she felt a breeze Garnet had lifted her shirt and was fondling her
C sized breasts. Garnet then was kissing her neck and Pearl was trying to
concentrate on her words but let out a moan " w-why me?" Garnet looked at her "
Because you are mine where you like it or not."
Pearl tried to kick Garnet but Garnet grabbed her foot and slapped her hard
giving Pearl a bloody lip, " You do that again I will end you and make it look
like an accident." Officer Garnet said darkly
Pearl just closed her eyes as she felt a hand slip into her pants playing with
her wet sex, Her body betrayed her again she really wishes she was dead. After
Officer Garnets fun she ditched her at the parks water park showers and told
her to " clean yourself up." As she fixed her uniform and drove away. Pearl sat
in an empty bathroom stall crying her eyes out not knowing what to do.
The next few weeks at work were living hell customers were bitching at her. She
tried to concentrate on putting things away proper and symmetrical but failed.
She couldn't sleep without flashbacks, she couldn't be awake without flashbacks
and she would sometimes wake up screaming.
Her boss saw her and said she looked stressed and gave her the rest of the day
off.
Pearl felt so bad she had attacked her sister from a flashback she had she was
going insane she lost it. Her mum intervened and threw a broom at her. Pearl
ran out of the house with no shoes and just the clothes on her back and her
phone.
It was a cold and rainy night where was she going to go?
***** Chapter 4 *****
Chapter Summary
     Pearl thought her bad luck was through since it has been a few months
     and now it is after Christmas. Also she sees an old friend.
Chapter Notes
     I edited chapter 2 I missed a chunk of the story. *facepalm* sorry.
      
     Warning this chapter has cutting, suicidal thoughts and a suicide
     attempt.
Pearl walked around the city aimlessly in the pouring rain until her friend
Amethyst pulled the car over after seeing her old friend Pearl. Amethyst rolled
down the window " Hey Pearl, something is bothering you lets drive around and
you can tell me if you want. I just can't stand seeing you in this state. Then
we will figure if you want to go home or stay at my place when you calm down."
Said Amethyst with a really concerned look on her face, Pearl got into her
friends 87 LT cherry red Camaro with custom seats and drove around the city for
awhile. Pearl was fighting her thoughts but was scared her friend wouldn't
believe her, Amethyst drove for a while quietly understanding needed time to
think so she turned on the radio quietly.Pearl finally calmed down enough to
try to tell her friend what happened, " Amethyst, I-I was brutally raped by a
muscular African American female cop on two different occasions. I have been
having flashbacks and I attacked my sister during one, what do I do?" Amethyst
looked shocked that was a lot of information to take in what Pearl described
finally she spoke " look I wish I could help you but are you sure she was a cop
I mean come on. Cops are to serve and protect us not to harm us, I a sorry but
I can't help you ." Pearl felt like her heart was shattering like fragile glass
her best friend wouldn't help her, who was going to help her? Not her mum she
wouldn't call the police again for fear it would be Officer Garnet. Pearl
sighed " Amethyst can you please drive me home." "Sure thing," Amethyst drove
pearl to her driveway Pearl got out of the car thanked Amethyst for the ride
and went into the house. Pearl apologized for her outburst and promised it
wouldn't happen again.
Her mum replied, " it better or next time I will call the cops for your
dangerous outbursts." Pearl went to her room and tried to get some sleep she
felt emotionally numb.
A few months have passed it was just after Christmas and Pearl thought her luck
was going to change her mum got her a new bed for Christmas it was really comfy
and one of Pearls favorite colors white. Pearl was sleeping in her new bed when
she heard something drop right beside her nightstand she shot up awake to see
no one other than Officer Garnet who had her finger to her lips to tell her to
keep quiet. Pearl was terrified she was choking for air she couldn't think, she
tried to hop out of bed to run to the door but Officer Garnet caught her by the
waist and wrestled her to the bed.
Pearl was waiting for the worst to happen she didn't want to piss this woman
off but all Garnet did be snuggle her. Pearl waited for when she thought Garnet
was asleep, she pulled out her phone to call for help when a strong hand
grabbed her phone and snapped it in half. " that is not a good idea." Snapped
Garnet forced her to snuggle with her will and afterward took her shirt she was
wearing because she liked it then left.
The next morning after breakfast she tried talking to her mum " Mum please
listen I have been raped multiple times by this woman twice in the house and
once at the park.Please change the locks so in case she has a key."
Her mum was getting annoyed her daughter was acting differently but to lie and
say she was raped was getting on her nerves " Look I can't control what YOU do.
I am not apart of this." Pearl was pissed off ger family didn't understand how
she felt. Her coworkers were walking eggshells around her even the customers
were avoiding her. Finally, her boss said she changes her attitude or loses her
job at Groceries R Us.
" There is no way out," " This is your fault! You don't deserve to live... You
are used goods no man or woman would want you. Even your family finds you
pathetic, you should just end it all.." Is what Pearl's mind was telling her
over and over again as she was doing laundry. Pearl was crying as she sat on
the washer and was cutting her arm watching the blood run down her arm like red
ribbon trying to find a way to numb the pain in her mind. Pearls mum walks into
the laundry room to see Pearl " What the hell, are you on drugs!!" Freaked out
and left. Pearl had enough she got into her car and drove through the city
until she was out on the highway she stepped harder onto the gas pedal the car
lost control and did donuts until she hit a telephone pole. She felt a lot of
pain she was trapped slowly blacking out she heard sirens and people yelling.
”I deserve to die." She thought then completely blacking out.
End Notes
     This story will have more chapters coming soon.
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